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Griefwound
02:04
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Every time I try and cleanse my regrets
I end up going further off the deep
Just when I thought things were looking up
My hope is buried in the fucking ground
Breathe in dirt I drown
This won't ever go away
Things will never be the same
You keep on talking about change
But I'm stuck in this residual mind frame
You can’t go back to something that’s gone
You can’t take away the things you did wrong
Lessons I have learned in the hardest of ways
Nothing will bring back our happier days
Every time I try and cleanse my regrets
I end up going further off the deep
Just when I thought things were looking up
My hope is buried in the fucking ground
Breathe in dirt I drown
This won't ever go away
Things will never be the same
You keep on talking about change
But I'm stuck in this residual mind frame
All-consuming thoughts
Shadowing my brain
I am stagnant in this loss
Negative blood runs in my veins
All-consuming guilt
Encompassing my shame
Stagnant in this grief
No one else but me to blame
Every time I try and cleanse my regrets
I end up going further off the deep
Just when I thought things were looking up
My hope is buried in the fucking ground
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Erasure
02:53
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Melancholy soaked skin
To suffocate my memories
Oxidizing chilled pores
Drown in what could have beens
I swear it seems I always do wrong
So I spit these vile words into song
Bitter taste of the world in my mouth
Swallowing mistakes I can no longer shout
I think I am addicted to the pain
The chemical rush when these thoughts hit my brain
I've tried to find comfort
I've tried to find peace
I’ve found that a cleanse of regrets has done nothing for me
I’d start again if it would rid me of all my sins
I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying
Take you from riches and bring you to ruins
Never my intent just more a bad habit
I’d start again if it would rid me of all my sins
I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying
Take you from riches and bring you to ruins
Never my intent just more a bad habit
Melancholy soaked skin
To suffocate my memories
Oxidizing chilled pores
Drown in what could have beens
I swear it seems I always do wrong
So I spit these vile words into song
I’d start again if it would rid me of all my sins
I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying
Take you from riches and bring you to ruins
Never my intent just more a bad habit
I’d start again if it would rid me of all my sins
I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying
Take you from riches and bring you to ruins
Never my intent just more a bad habit
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Collapse
03:05
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I would take it all away
All the damage and the pain
Everything I put on you
Nothing I say can make a change
I wish this would go away
Disgusted in myself
Left you alone when you needed help
I left you alone when you needed help
I turned my back on you
Picturesque forms of loss
Afraid if this feeling goes
I'll have nothing left to hold
I'll have nothing left to hold
I never gave my all for you
Now I have your fall from me
I can’t see past this grief
Dragging days with no relief
Worn out and bitter
Hopeless, off kilter
never to be free of all this regret
rooted in my brain I will not forget
Picturesque forms of loss
Afraid if this feeling goes
I'll have nothing left to hold
I'll have nothing left to hold
I never gave my all for you
Now I have your fall from me
Dwelling on my thoughts and our memories
Passing all the time merely just existing
Brush off any hope before it turns to delusion
Shake awake at thoughts of you
Presence in my dreams brings disquietude
Darling, I am so sorry
You were my home, but I've been absent my whole life
Self sabotaged what was good
Out of fear for what I knew
A looming sense of collapse
I want it all back
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Subsistence
03:42
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The time to pass has just begun
Suffer on my own, with this pain I am one
So much more to say, nothing can be done
The time to pass has just begun
My head down, my thoughts are low
Time to see how far I go
In this downward spiral
The depths of depression
No matter how I try, I never learn my lesson
The time to pass has just begun
Suffer on my own, with this pain I am one
So much more to say, nothing can be done
The time to pass has just begun
(Linger in the dark abyss
Frozen in stasis, chemical desist
Exposed in the open, our bodies to wither
Emotionally drained, my mind still a dither)
My head down, my thoughts are low
Time to see how far I go
In this downward spiral
The depths of depression
No matter how I try, I never learn my lesson
Time to pass has just begun
Suffer on my own, with this pain I am one
So much more to say, nothing can be done
The time to pass has just begun
Linger in the dark abyss
Frozen in stasis, chemical desist
Exposed in the open, our bodies to wither
Emotionally drained, my mind still a dither
Linger in the dark abyss
Frozen in stasis, chemical desist
Exposed in the open, our bodies to wither
Emotionally drained, my mind still a dither
Emotionally drained
My mind still a dither
I am bound to misery
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5. |
Digression
04:09
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When will I find peace
From this wretched unease
The weight that carries inside
Guiding the thoughts within my mind
Like a shadow it dwells
Following close to my step
I cannot run, nor can I hide
Always lurking, dark behind
Insecurity bleeds through me
Dressing in a façade trying so actively
Not to let it bleed through my fragility
The desperation that I feel so constantly
Constantly searching for some sort of reprieve
A sense of validation that can come from inside of me
To break through all the dark and apathy
Before I take these thoughts and act out accordingly
Sometimes it feels like the world is just swallowing
Every single thought that I have without faltering
The innocence and happiness is something that I truly miss
It leaves us and starts to decay
With every waking moment we begin to age
I’m grasping with broken hands
Beneath the weight of it all I can barely stand
Maybe if you notice the fear in my eyes
You will understand that I’m not alright
Purgatory in my mind
Articulation is the hardest task
I cannot say the words I find
Struggling to keep on the mask
The innocence and happiness is something that I truly miss
It leaves us and starts to decay
With every waking moment we begin to age
I’m grasping with broken hands
Beneath the weight of it all I can barely stand
Maybe if you notice the fear in my eyes
You will understand that I’m not alright
Purgatory in my mind
Articulation is the hardest task
I cannot say the words I find
Struggling to keep on the mask
Please let me rest
Please let me rest
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Ghostmourne
03:51
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I am not feeling well at all
I am stuck inside this hole
You should just bury me
Let me drown beneath the dirt
Wallowing inside my hurt
This is the worst i've felt in years
Don’t follow me down this path my dear
Because we’ll both disappear
I will hold you in my heart
Keep you with me wherever I go
As long as I have our memories
I know I am not alone
I am overwhelmed
By my mind in decay
Cannot escape in sleep
Conscious by my fear to stay
Why do you still remain, when I left you long ago
The ghosts in my head, echo of your silhouette
They whisper in my ears, show me things that went away
Left me a ghost emotionally, your shadow overhangs
No counterpart, alone in life
Self sabotage, I am the knife
Stay awake with tired eyes
And push away the sleep
Reminded of past failures
Try tell myself I'm not weak
Although we talked for hours
I still can barely speak
Why do you still remain
When I left you long ago
The ghosts in my head
Echo of your silhouette
They whisper in my ears
Show me things that went away
Left me a ghost emotionally
Your shadow overhangs
I have this intense melancholy lingering in my chest
Playing sentimental memories is what I do best
I can't take back what I've done
I was always your number one
Can no longer make it past this loss
Left alone in my mind to rot
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Aggressive groove from Sydney, Australia
Coping with loss
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