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Memoriam

by Together In Tragedy

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1.
Griefwound 02:04
Every time I try and cleanse my regrets I end up going further off the deep Just when I thought things were looking up My hope is buried in the fucking ground Breathe in dirt I drown This won't ever go away Things will never be the same You keep on talking about change But I'm stuck in this residual mind frame You can’t go back to something that’s gone You can’t take away the things you did wrong Lessons I have learned in the hardest of ways Nothing will bring back our happier days Every time I try and cleanse my regrets I end up going further off the deep Just when I thought things were looking up My hope is buried in the fucking ground Breathe in dirt I drown This won't ever go away Things will never be the same You keep on talking about change But I'm stuck in this residual mind frame All-consuming thoughts Shadowing my brain I am stagnant in this loss Negative blood runs in my veins All-consuming guilt Encompassing my shame Stagnant in this grief No one else but me to blame Every time I try and cleanse my regrets I end up going further off the deep Just when I thought things were looking up My hope is buried in the fucking ground
2.
Erasure 02:53
Melancholy soaked skin To suffocate my memories Oxidizing chilled pores Drown in what could have beens I swear it seems I always do wrong So I spit these vile words into song Bitter taste of the world in my mouth Swallowing mistakes I can no longer shout I think I am addicted to the pain The chemical rush when these thoughts hit my brain I've tried to find comfort I've tried to find peace I’ve found that a cleanse of regrets has done nothing for me I’d start again if it would rid me of all my sins I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying Take you from riches and bring you to ruins Never my intent just more a bad habit I’d start again if it would rid me of all my sins I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying Take you from riches and bring you to ruins Never my intent just more a bad habit Melancholy soaked skin To suffocate my memories Oxidizing chilled pores Drown in what could have beens I swear it seems I always do wrong So I spit these vile words into song I’d start again if it would rid me of all my sins I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying Take you from riches and bring you to ruins Never my intent just more a bad habit I’d start again if it would rid me of all my sins I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying Take you from riches and bring you to ruins Never my intent just more a bad habit
3.
Collapse 03:05
I would take it all away All the damage and the pain Everything I put on you Nothing I say can make a change I wish this would go away Disgusted in myself Left you alone when you needed help I left you alone when you needed help I turned my back on you Picturesque forms of loss Afraid if this feeling goes I'll have nothing left to hold I'll have nothing left to hold I never gave my all for you Now I have your fall from me I can’t see past this grief Dragging days with no relief Worn out and bitter Hopeless, off kilter never to be free of all this regret rooted in my brain I will not forget Picturesque forms of loss Afraid if this feeling goes I'll have nothing left to hold I'll have nothing left to hold I never gave my all for you Now I have your fall from me Dwelling on my thoughts and our memories Passing all the time merely just existing Brush off any hope before it turns to delusion Shake awake at thoughts of you Presence in my dreams brings disquietude Darling, I am so sorry You were my home, but I've been absent my whole life Self sabotaged what was good Out of fear for what I knew A looming sense of collapse I want it all back
4.
Subsistence 03:42
The time to pass has just begun Suffer on my own, with this pain I am one So much more to say, nothing can be done The time to pass has just begun My head down, my thoughts are low Time to see how far I go In this downward spiral The depths of depression No matter how I try, I never learn my lesson The time to pass has just begun Suffer on my own, with this pain I am one So much more to say, nothing can be done The time to pass has just begun (Linger in the dark abyss Frozen in stasis, chemical desist Exposed in the open, our bodies to wither Emotionally drained, my mind still a dither) My head down, my thoughts are low Time to see how far I go In this downward spiral The depths of depression No matter how I try, I never learn my lesson Time to pass has just begun Suffer on my own, with this pain I am one So much more to say, nothing can be done The time to pass has just begun Linger in the dark abyss Frozen in stasis, chemical desist Exposed in the open, our bodies to wither Emotionally drained, my mind still a dither Linger in the dark abyss Frozen in stasis, chemical desist Exposed in the open, our bodies to wither Emotionally drained, my mind still a dither Emotionally drained My mind still a dither I am bound to misery
5.
Digression 04:09
When will I find peace From this wretched unease The weight that carries inside Guiding the thoughts within my mind Like a shadow it dwells Following close to my step I cannot run, nor can I hide Always lurking, dark behind Insecurity bleeds through me Dressing in a façade trying so actively Not to let it bleed through my fragility The desperation that I feel so constantly Constantly searching for some sort of reprieve A sense of validation that can come from inside of me To break through all the dark and apathy Before I take these thoughts and act out accordingly Sometimes it feels like the world is just swallowing Every single thought that I have without faltering The innocence and happiness is something that I truly miss It leaves us and starts to decay With every waking moment we begin to age I’m grasping with broken hands Beneath the weight of it all I can barely stand Maybe if you notice the fear in my eyes You will understand that I’m not alright Purgatory in my mind Articulation is the hardest task I cannot say the words I find Struggling to keep on the mask The innocence and happiness is something that I truly miss It leaves us and starts to decay With every waking moment we begin to age I’m grasping with broken hands Beneath the weight of it all I can barely stand Maybe if you notice the fear in my eyes You will understand that I’m not alright Purgatory in my mind Articulation is the hardest task I cannot say the words I find Struggling to keep on the mask Please let me rest Please let me rest
6.
Ghostmourne 03:51
I am not feeling well at all I am stuck inside this hole You should just bury me Let me drown beneath the dirt Wallowing inside my hurt This is the worst i've felt in years Don’t follow me down this path my dear Because we’ll both disappear I will hold you in my heart Keep you with me wherever I go As long as I have our memories I know I am not alone I am overwhelmed By my mind in decay Cannot escape in sleep Conscious by my fear to stay Why do you still remain, when I left you long ago The ghosts in my head, echo of your silhouette They whisper in my ears, show me things that went away Left me a ghost emotionally, your shadow overhangs No counterpart, alone in life Self sabotage, I am the knife Stay awake with tired eyes And push away the sleep Reminded of past failures Try tell myself I'm not weak Although we talked for hours I still can barely speak Why do you still remain When I left you long ago The ghosts in my head Echo of your silhouette They whisper in my ears Show me things that went away Left me a ghost emotionally Your shadow overhangs I have this intense melancholy lingering in my chest Playing sentimental memories is what I do best I can't take back what I've done I was always your number one Can no longer make it past this loss Left alone in my mind to rot

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released October 22, 2021

Tracks 1, 3-6 written by Michael Webb, Aaron Dalton and Mackenzie Begg
Track 2 written by Alex Woollams, Michael Webb, Aaron Dalton and Mackenzie Begg
Additional production on track 1 by Nat Sherwood
All lyrics written by Alex Woollams
Mixing and mastering by Josh Schroeder
Engineered by Mackenzie Begg
Produced by Together In Tragedy and Mackenzie Begg
Artwork by Connie Sgarbossa

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Aggressive groove from Sydney, Australia
Coping with loss

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